Release day for Crescendo by Rachel Haimowitz
Release Day + The Only-Half-Immortal Problem
Please welcome Rachel Haimowitz back to the backseat! Rachel is the author of the GLBT Fantasy series Song of the Fallen, starring elf-warrior Ayden Vaska and human-prince Freyrík Farr. And that leads us to her current conundrum: the only-half-immortal problem. The floor is yours, Rachel!
One of the first epic fantasy series I ever fell in love with was Marion Zimmer Bradley’s world of Darkover. For those not familiar, it’s a couple/few dozen books that all revolve around a single world (Darkover) and a vast cast of characters over a series of millennia. There were romances, and some carried over more than one book. There were favorite characters, and some of them carried over more than one book too. But in the end, everyone died, and everyone moved on, and though it was often quite sad for the reader, what else could you expect after a couple thousand years?
The reason I bring this up is that today is release day for the end of my (much shorter, two-book) Song of the Fallen series. It too was epic fantasy, and very much a love story. In Counterpoint, a more or less immortal elf and a decidedly not-immortal human meet and eventually fall in love. You know how it is: boy meets elf, boy lusts after elf, elf dreams of killing boy, elf realizes boy isn’t so bad after all, boy gets elf, and then rocks fall and everyone dies.
Well, just kidding about that last part, though at the beginning of Crescendo (book 2, available today), it may sort of look that way.
But the boys very much have their happily ever after in Crescendo, and that’s the end of the series… Or is it? See, here’s the part nobody wants to talk about—including me. Only one half of this couple is going to live forever.
And I could conveniently overlook that if the elf wasn’t still shouting in my ear that he has stories he wants me to tell. And to be perfectly honest, I’m not sure how I feel about that. Do I skip ahead three-hundred years, long after the human hero of the Song of the Fallen series is dead and our poor elf is alone again, and let him fall in love with someone else? Is there room in readers’ hearts for that? Or would the new hero forever be compared to the much-loved human who eventually died—comfortably, surrounded by family, held in his elf-lover’s arms, at a very ripe old age, of course—and therefore never accepted? I keep thinking back to the Darkover books, to how much it hurt to say goodbye to some of those beloved characters, to soldier on with those who were left behind. Yet at the same time, I keep thinking that if MZB had stopped when her first heroes had gone, I’d have missed the opportunity to read stacks and stacks of equally beloved books filled with characters I came to love and root for just as much as the first.
So, how about you?
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To buy a copy of Crescendo: Song of the Fallen Book II, head on over to Storm Moon Press. Available formats are PDF, Lit, ePub, Kindle, and Paperback. Happy reading!
Interview with Aleksandr Voinov
Naughty Boys in the Backseat would like to welcome Aleksandr Voinov to the blog. Aleksandr is here to talk about several books – Counterpunch and Lion of Kent and answer some questions!!
Naughty – Tell us about your latest book.
Aleksandr – “Counterpunch” is set in a world very much like ours – only, slavery was never abolished. Slavery is
wide-spread and widely accepted, and most people never think twice about it – unless they suddenly lose their freedom and become slaves. Brooklyn Marshall, the main character, becomes a slave and fights to the blood – literally – to be free again. Here’s the blurb:
Fight like a man, or die like a slave.
Brooklyn Marshall used to be a policeman in London, with a wife and a promising future ahead of him. Then he accidentally killed a rioter whose father was a Member of Parliament and had him convicted of murder. To ease the burden on the overcrowded prison system, Brooklyn was sold into slavery rather than incarcerated. Now, he’s the “Mean Machine”, a boxer on the slave prizefighting circuit, pummelling other slaves for the entertainment of freemen and being rented out for the sexual service of his wealthier fans.
When Nathaniel Bishop purchases Brooklyn’s services for a night, it seems like any other assignation. But the pair form an unexpected bond that grows into something more. Brooklyn hesitates to call it “love”–such things do not exist between freemen and slaves–but when Nathaniel reveals that he wants to help get Brooklyn’s conviction overturned, he dares to hope. Then, an accident in the ring sends Brooklyn on the run, jeopardizing everything he has worked so hard to achieve and sending him into the most important fight of all–the fight for freedom.
Naughty – Tell me a little about yourself
Aleksandr – By day, I work as an editor in an investment bank in London, making sure that the stuff we send out to clients actually makes sense and isn’t riddled with typos (or share prices that are years out of date) – which is a lot more interesting than it sounds, really. I’m a recovering financial journalist, bought a house last year, which I’m currently busy filling with books, and when I’m not reading or writing, I talk about reading and writing, meet other writers in London, network, go to nice restaurants and cafes and inhale museums and art galleries.
Naughty – Where would you live if you could live anywhere in the world?
Aleksandr – London is actually a great place to be as an artist. I like the diversity here, the many different cultures, and it never ever gets boring. So, it’s a great place to be when you’re young and need to work a day job and like museums and culture. I do hope to retire elsewhere, though, ideally a place with lots of culture and history (Italy, especially the middle of it – Tuscany or Rome – is a favourite for its quality of life and food) – there are many beautiful places in the world, though; I do like the Blekinge area of Sweden very much, and maybe I’d even return to my home country Germany in retirement. If money were no object, I’d like to have houses in Italy, Turkey, Southern Sweden and Berlin and just migrate with the seasons.
Naughty – Who are your cheerleaders? Who encourages you to continue to write?
Aleksandr – Equal parts fellow writers and readers. Writer friends are great when I run into problems with the plot or am just fed up. They put things back into perspective and remind me that writing can be fun, too. There are maybe less expectations, and you’re more willing to admit you have no clue or are depressed or down about a book than if you’re talking to readers. But readers play a big part, too, both those who clearly got what I wanted to say (like, in reviews) and those who write in and tell me I (or rather, my book) helped them through a difficult time in their lives. It’s great to know that people appreciate the extra mile I went there or that somebody out there was touched by my words (which is really magic).
Naughty – What is it you love most about writing? What’s the hardest part of writing for you?
Aleksandr – I love being able to do completely whimsical research (exact type and number of weapons on a Soviet-era Hind helicopter, feed and care of medieval war horses, impact of the financial crisis on the US advertising industry, pre-industrial medicine – things like that). Another great thing is when you hit the “flow” and the book just happens while you watch (and type very, very fast).
The hard part comes into play when a book falls apart, you’ve written yourself into a corner, a book isn’t going anywhere, and you’re losing that battle of showing up every day to do your words for one reason or other. But then, writing is a cycle of ups and downs. The downs might be really horrible, but the ups make it all worthwhile.
Naughty – Who is your favorite character in your new release?
Aleksandr – Honestly, I love them all, even the villains. I admire Brooklyn for his fighting spirit. He’s got a long way to travel, becoming, at the same time, stronger and weaker. Stronger in his convictions and as a human being, even strong enough to admit feelings and emotions (and isn’t that the scariest challenge of them all?). I do like Nathaniel, because he’s so smart and selfish and selfless at the same time. For all the games he plays, deep down, he’s actually honest and loyal and real. Then there’s the trainer, Leslie, who is definitely not a “hero”, but I understand why he does what he does, and once you understand people, it’s really hard to hate them, even if they do horrible or wrong things. Then there are so many minor characters – I love the Cubans and am very tempted to write their story one day, and Cash, Brooklyn’s promoter is just an all-round nice, sweet guy – you can’t help loving him (he’s based on a salesman who sold me a phone, and the guy was just amazing). I guess the only character you really end up hating is Curtis, but since that guy is a sadistic bully, I completely agree. Nobody can love a bully who gets off on cruelty.
Naughty – Do you have an all time favorite book?
Aleksandr – That’s a question that can trigger major anxiety. How am I supposed to choose? I couldn’t even choose the favourite of my own, let alone all those that are out there. Easy answer: “No, I have many favourites.” Sometimes, you do find a book that is just exactly right for you at a given time, so while it’s not my favourite ever, I’m currently engrossed in the diaries of Ernst Juenger.
Naughty – How can readers stay in touch?
Aleksandr – Fastest way is twitter (@vashtan), then there’s my website: http://www.aleksandrvoinov.com/, and my blog: http://www.aleksandrvoinov.blogspot.com/. My group on Goodreads is here: http://www.goodreads.com/group/show/38618.Aleksandr_Voinov_s_Group – I’m also on Facebook, but I’m not a big fan of FB (as they tend to randomly discriminate against m/m and gay writers and delete pages on a whim), but I can be reached there, too.
Naughty – Where is your work available?
Aleksandr – At publishers direct (like Storm Moon Press, Carina Press, Samhain, Riptide Publishing, Loose Id, Dreamspinner and Noble Romance) and the usual retailers like Amazon or ARe.
Naughty – Are you working on anything new and if so when can we expect to see it?
Aleksandr – I’m really working all the time, so, absolutely. I’m currently co-writing Lion’s Share with Kate Cotoner, which is the sequel to The Lion of Kent and I hope to finish that in the next couple
months. After that, I’m hoping to finish my two WWII novels (which will likely take up all of 2012). Since none of these are done yet, I can’t say anything about release dates. The very next releases will be the Dark Soul stories, which I hope to publish until about March, Muses and publishers willing.
Naughty – Anything else you’d like to add?
Aleksandr – Thank you so much for hosting me!
Guest Post and Giveaway – Jaxx Steel author of Care Package
Naughty Boys would like to welcome Jaxx Steele to the blog. Care Package is being toured by Goddessfish Promotions. Jaxx is giving away a promotional t-shirt, pen and key chain to one commenter on this tour. Drop by the schedule HERE to find a list of the other tour stops and leave a comment at all the stops to increase your chances of winning!
Naughty Boys has asked Jaxx to talk about how being an author affects him as a reader. Without further ado, here’s Jaxx!
“How does being an author affect you as a reader?”
Hi everyone, Jaxx Steele here!
After reading this topic I had to think for a moment. How does being an author affect my reading? I pondered that for a moment because I really had no clue.
When the odd chance comes about when I have the moment to read just for the love of reading, and not research, I lean toward historicals. I like straight and gay historical romances. But as I prepared to write this blog I realized I haven’t written a single historical.
When I write I get that fly on the wall effect. I’m on the outside looking on what’s happening as the story forms in my mind’s eye and I simply write what I see. It’s similar when I read, but it’s more of a tunnel vision thing. Everything around me fades. I am transported to the world the author has created. It forms before my eyes.
As much as I love reading historicals I don’t think I will ever write one. As the question, why, enters my mind, I am forced to admit that it is pure selfishness guiding my answer. I want to keep that world to myself. I like that others entertain me with their tales of romance in yesteryear and I don’t want to do it. I prefer to stay closer to modern day when I write. Hmm, now that I think about it, it may just be downright laziness. LOL
I have a cowboy story on my WIP list as well as another fantasy and a paranormal story, but I have no desire at all to write a historical. Having said that I will continue to read as many as I can get my hands on.
Naughty Boys in the Backseat would like to thank Jaxx Steele for dropping by and sharing some thoughts with us! Please keep reading and find out more about his book: Care Package!
First Sergeant Dwayne Roman was asked to leave his life as a soldier. After suffering three years with regret and loneliness, he had the chance to get back what an unjust law and self-serving people took from him.
Excerpt: 1
“It is my duty as your commanding officer to–”
“No!”
Roman’s mouth snapped shut. The passion in the other man’s outburst stopped him in his tracks. The pain his words inflicted was evident on his face. That had not been his intention. All he wanted to do was make sure that they had a future where they were, and some sacrifices had to be made to ensure that.
“Private, you are dangerously close to being insubordinate with your tone.”
Styles held the bridge of his nose as he took several deep breaths and blinked away obvious tears. Leaning forward, holding the chair for balance, his gaze was intense and his words were slow and deliberate.
“I want you to tell me that you don’t want me. That you think it is best for us to be apart. Give me the order to leave you. I want to hear it from your lips, not read it off a piece of paper, and I will go and never bother you again,” he finished, pointing at the door.
Roman left his chair as the request ran through his mind. Styles was obviously distraught over his decision. The look he landed on him seared his soul. Roman had to turn away from it. His sense of duty rose within him, in battle with what his heart felt. Private Styles’ suggestion was exactly what he should do. He was a seasoned soldier in the United States Army. Protocol dictated nothing less, and so did the law of the land.
Roman turned around. Styles stood waiting for his response. He was young, too young to have so much passion for Roman. His mouth was parted and his bottom lip quivered slightly. For more nights than he could count, Roman had stroked his cock thinking about that very mouth bringing him to completion instead of his hand. The brilliant blue eyes that stared back at him haunted his dreams nightly. Now they sparkled with distress and unshed tears. Seeing the anguish there was like a knife in his heart. He just wanted to ease Styles’ pain. Knowing that he was the cause of that hurt was his undoing. He quickly closed the distance between them and slipped his hand behind his subordinate’s head.
“God help me, but I cannot give that order,” he said, then fused their mouths together.
Author Bio:
I have been told by many female friends that I am the perfect man that women are looking for… if only I sought them and not men. After thinking about that statement for a while I came to like it and have taken it as my own. My writings are a combination of some things that I have learned over the years, good and bad, mixed up with a lot of imagination. I can only hope that you like what you read.
I was born and raised in Brooklyn, New York, but I escaped and I now live in Indiana. My dream is to buy a house near the beach and write all day and make enough money to live off of. I spend most of my time working a nine to five and traveling, when I can, to new and wondrous places that I can incorporate in my stories (or that will at least spark ideas for me). I do have love in my life thanks to my life partner, Hou, and our cat, Judo, who graciously lets us live with him in his house. So, all in all, I have a full and happy life.
website: http://www.jaxxsteele.com
FB fan page: http://www.facebook.com/pages/Jaxx-Steele/175209419218570
Jaxx blog: http://jaxxsteele.blogspot.com/
buy link: https://spsilverpublishing.com/product_book_info/glbt-bdsm-c-53_58/care-package-p-337
Guest Post & Giveaway – Shelley Monro author of Lone Wolf
Welcome to Naughty Boys in the Backseat!
Today we are welcoming Shelley Monro to the blog! She is touring her book, Lone Wolf, with Goddess Fish Promotions. The author will be giving away a $20.00 Amazon gift card to one commentor from the tour. This, of course, means click HERE to follow the tour and comment on the other blogs. The more you comment, the better your chance of winning. Here’s what Shelley had to say about her book, Lone Wolf.
Thanks so much for inviting me to visit Naughty Boys in the Backseat. I’m very excited about Lone Wolf, my new release from Samhain Publishing. Although I’ve written lots of paranormal romance stories, to date I’ve focused on feline shapeshifters. I thought it was time to write a werewolf one. A fine idea in theory, but I needed some flesh to hang on the bones of my naked werewolf story. I thought for months, percolating various plots and ultimately discarding them.
Fast forward a little. My husband and I live in New Zealand, but we’re keen travelers. We made a trip to the US, stopping off at lots of National Parks. Yellowstone National Park was one of the places we visited. I wanted to see two things during our vacation—bears and wolves. We ended up seeing a grizzly bear that was feeding on its kill. Very exciting! The wolves, however, were elusive. I learned later that wolves are difficult to spot during the summer months. Visitors are more likely to see them during the winter since they stand out against the snow. We did hear them howl during the early morning hours. The wolf song was both hair-raising and magical—a sound I won’t forget in a hurry.
This “encounter” with the wolves made me even more determined to write a werewolf story. During the entire time at Yellowstone, I puzzled over my non-existent plot. A strange question popped into my mind—one that would only probably only enter a writers’ brain.
What would happen to a werewolf’s nail polish when they shifted?
While I pondered this question and the answer, a plot jumped to mind. All the separate elements I’d been mentally wrestling with—Yellowstone, wolves, werewolves, and the final addition of nail polish—jumbled together and formed into the plot for Lone Wolf. Yes! I knew exactly how to write my werewolf story.
Lone Wolf is a gay romance, set in an alternative world where humans are clueless and werewolves hold the balance of power. Much of the book takes place at Yellowstone National Park.
And the answer to the nail polish question—Corey Wilson, one of my characters, wears black makeup and nail polish. It turns out shifting isn’t so good for long lasting nail polish. A business opportunity for some enterprising werewolf, perhaps!
And because I like to know these things: Werewolf or Feline Shapeshifter? Are you in Camp Werewolf or Camp Feline and why?
When you fall out of step, that’s when everything falls into place.
R.J. Blake begins a new session tutoring young werewolves in the old ways—before the introduction of the shift-suppressing drugs that allow their kind to live secretly among humans. He expects nothing out of the ordinary. Until sexy, smart, aggravating-as-hell Corey Wilson arrives. Older than the others, son of a powerful Los Angeles pack leader, Corey is an instant temptation he cannot afford.
The last thing Corey wants is three months stuck in the Yellowstone wilderness, followed by the stifling life his father has all mapped out for him. One glimpse of R.J., though, sparks a determination to seduce the older man before he leaves. Yet as R.J. guides him through the sometimes terrifying process of rediscovering his heritage, a deepening respect calls to his artistic soul and fuels a burst of creativity.
When their time comes to an end, Corey senses hesitation behind R.J.’s insistence that theirs was simply a summer fling. Inspiring him to take a leap of faith with consequences neither of them saw coming. A dangerous plot that reaches from the heart of their love to the highest office in the land…
Product Warnings
This book contains a young werewolf intent on seduction, an older werewolf determined to resist said seduction, werewolf politics and brutality, a little spilled blood, and hot, naked manlove in the great outdoors.
Shelley Munro – Bio
Shelley Munro is tall and curvaceous with blue eyes and a smile that turns masculine heads everywhere she goes. She’s a university tutor and an explorer/treasure hunter during her vacations. Skilled with weapons and combat, she is currently in talks with a producer about a television series based on her world adventures.
Shelley is also a writer blessed with a vivid imagination and lives with her very own hero in New Zealand. She writes mainly erotic romance in the contemporary, paranormal and historical genres for publishers Carina Press, Ellora’s Cave, Liquid Silver Books and Samhain Publishing. You can learn more about Shelley and her books at her blog and you might even find her lurking at Facebook or Twitter
Links:
Website: http://www.shelleymunro.com
Blog: http://www.shelleymunro.com/blog
Twitter: http://www.twitter.com/shelleymunro
Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/shelleymunro
Purchase link: Samhain Publishing
Excerpt: Lone Wolf by Shelley Munro
R.J. struggled to maintain a neutral expression. Corey Wilson wore black—everything from the tight T-shirt to the leather jacket, jeans and biker boots. His long hair hung in lank strands, unnaturally black and harsh against his pale cheeks. Black eyeliner outlined his brown eyes. And…R.J. thought the kid wore mascara. There was no doubt about the black lipstick. The knowing smile on those painted lips finally jerked R.J. back to professional.
It took him a second or two longer to realize Corey returned his scrutiny with equal intensity and to register the interest flaring in the kid’s face.
Sexual curiosity.
R.J. took in Corey’s muscular thighs and broad chest. Not such a kid, despite the air of city softness. Corey Wilson was an adult and his face bore frank awareness of R.J. He offered his hand and R.J. stared, off balance and at a disadvantage. No one—man or woman—ever surveyed him with such blatant lust.
“My father informed me I’d find things different out here, but I’m sure he told me this was the place to learn manners.” Silent laughter trembled in the words, yanking R.J. from his trance. He extended his hand, his callused palm meeting snow-white skin. He grasped the kid’s hand and shook it, tempering his strength.
The firm grip dragged his glance to Corey’s fingers. “You’re wearing nail polish.”
“There’s a law against painted nails?” Corey’s quizzical smile offered a glimpse of startling white teeth.
R.J.’s eyes narrowed. Not only did the kid dress like a Goth, but he bore a smart attitude, which didn’t bode well for the next three months. “Come and help me load your luggage. We’re keeping everyone waiting.”
“Can’t have that.” Corey’s lips curved into a genuine smile, the expression taking him from smart-ass, weird Goth to another beast entirely.
R.J. jolted from his sensual haze. Fuck! Hal was right. This kid spelled trouble and unfortunately he’d scored the job of babysitter for the next three months.
“Here’s my luggage.” Corey indicated a man pushing a trolley laden with bags.
R.J. studied the four matching black bags. Expensive designer luggage. “All of it?”
“Yeah, I wanted to make sure I came prepared for every eventuality.”
R.J. gave a clipped nod, starting to gain an inkling of why Corey Wilson’s family wanted to ship him here for the summer. The kid—man—was trouble waiting to happen. An ache sprang to life at his temples, its nagging presence hovering like a stormy cloud.
“Can you grab two and I’ll take the others?”
Corey waggled his painted nails in front of R.J. “I’d hate to chip my nail polish. Is that our bus? I’ll wait with the others.” He sauntered away without a backward glance, leaving R.J. to tip the porter and load the bags.
Purchase link: http://store.samhainpublishing.com/lone-wolf-p-6304.html
Interview with Rachel Haimowitz
Today we are welcoming Rachel Haimowitz to Naughty Boys in the Backseat!
Rachel is the author of several M/M books with her latest, Crescendo being available now for pre-release. She is holding a contest on her blog that we’ll talk about after the interview!
Here’s Rachel:
treatment–check out that cover!–and so far it’s gotten very good reviews from the major blogs. Even though the whole collection is only 6,000 words, it holds a very special place in my heart; I think it’s some of the best work I’ve ever done. (ed. cover artist is Nathie (www.creationwarrior.net)
Rachel Haimowitz:
Twitter: @RachelHaimowitz
Blog: http://rachel-haimowitz.blogspot.com/
Website: http://www.rachelhaimowitz.com/
E-mail: metarachel AT gmail DOT com
History made them enemies. Chance made them master and slave. Love overcame it all. But love isn’t always enough…
Bridging the hatred of centuries did not come easy for Freyrík Farr and Ayden Vaska. As prince of a war-torn human province, Freyrík could ill afford to fall for an enemy. And Ayden, and elven warrior with three-hundred years of bitterness in his heart, wanted no part of love—not elven, and especially not human. Yet they came together despite themselves and despite the will of their peoples, joining heart and mind to fight a race of Dark Beasts threatening the extinction of mankind.
But the Dark Beast threat pales beside the dangers of the human High Court, home of the Aegis Exalted and the harshest test yet of Ayden’s and Freyrík’s fledgling love.
While Ayden is stripped of his magic, Freyrík is forced to choose between his love for elf, Aegis, and brother, all the while seeking the one uncertain path that might save his doomed race. Time is fast running out for mankind, and only by making peace amongst themselves and with their ancient elven enemies can they end the Dark war—and undo the tragedy that’s plagued humans, elves, and Dark Beasts alike for the last three-hundred years.
Guest Post: Cornelia Grey author of Apples and Regret and Wasted Time
Title: “Apples and Regret and Wasted Time”
Author: Cornelia Grey
Publisher: Storm Moon Press
Release Date: May 27th, 2011
Blurb: He lives in the shadows of the law. Now, wounded and stranded in the city after a job only he could do, he has no qualms about climbing through the window his old lover left open—or stealing his shampoo, at that. He has, however, not taken into account the possibility of being surprised in the shower.
Three years is a long time to go between visits, especially if you’ve left so much anger and hurt and desire unresolved. They try to negotiate a truce for one night—over Chinese takeaway leftovers and apples, and between the sheets.
Blurb: He lives in the shadows of the law. Now, wounded and stranded in the city after a job only he could do, he has no qualms about climbing through the window his old lover left open—or stealing his shampoo, at that. He has, however, not taken into account the possibility of being surprised in the shower.
Three years is a long time to go between visits, especially if you’ve left so much anger and hurt and desire unresolved. They try to negotiate a truce for one night—over Chinese takeaway leftovers and apples, and between the sheets.
Guest post by Cornelia Grey
Bittersweet endings: ‘it’s complicated’
Cornelia Grey
Bittersweet endings: love them or hate them, they never fail to stir up a reaction. As for me – both as a reader and as an author – if I had to Facebook my relationship with bittersweet endings, I’d pick ‘it’s complicated’.
I tell myself I don’t really like them, that what I want for the characters is a full-blown, shiny, unicorns-and-rainbows-dipped-in-glitter happy ending to put all happy endings to shame. They deserve it, after all: I’ve come to love the characters, I’ve followed them in their ups and downs and after all they’ve been through, they deserve peace and happiness. They do. And yet, as the ending approaches, I find myself eyeing them furtively as a little, guilty part of me considers that it would be… too easy. Now, when I’m a reader, all I can do is lay back, keep reading and be quiet. But when I’m the author… my characters better start worrying, ‘cause I see a bad moon a-rising in their near future.
The curious thing is that, as a reader, I usually don’t like unhappy endings. When you’re reading a story, sometimes you can tell when an unhappy ending is coming, right? All along there’s a heavy, nagging feeling in the pit of your stomach, and then you’re not disappointed, there it is, the unhappy ending, roundhouse kicking you in the guts. Maybe you hope there will be something after, that there will be some hope, some hint that things might change, that they’ll get better, that somehow it won’t be… definitive. When that doesn’t come, you’re left wallowing in a pool of powerlessness, heavy and numb. You can’t even bring yourself to imagine that things might change later, because there was no window left open for you to imagine your own developments.
My endings, although not happy, aren’t that sort of ending either. That’s mainly because they tend to be more of a ‘to be continued’, even if I might never actually get around to writing that continuation, than actual endings. They might not be happy, but they aren’t unhappy either. They are more of a… work-in-progress. Things may be uncertain right now. Things might even be flat-out crap…. For now. The situation is in transition, and whether it will turn out for better or worse, it all depends on what will happen next. On what choices the characters will make, what they’ll make of it. It’s never definitive.
To be honest, I don’t really believe in definitive endings, not even when they’re happy ones. After all, nothing short of the death of everyone involved can ever determine a definitive ending. So whatever situation my characters are left in, it’s not forever. It might be the last we hear of them, but we know that they will be carrying on with their life and that things are bound to change, because the situation is too unstable to last.
My stories tend to have two leading threads: an adventure, which is the main one, and then the romance. Often the stories end when the adventure ends, but the romance side of it, the characters’ relationship, is little more than just begun. A happy-for-now of sorts. What next? Will they stick together, or shake hands and go their separate ways? I never tell. Sometimes, I don’t even know.
Sometimes, I admit, I don’t even give them that much. The adventure takes precedence and the characters have to shove their relationship to the side. They have other priorities, so for the moment it’s the relationship that they have to put on hold. That’s life, after all: sometimes, you have to squash feelings down to take care of more practical matters. But even then, the characters are always left in transition. They may not be together at the moment, but I’m never saying that they won’t patch it up. They will be figuring out their own solutions, a way to pick up the pieces and move on and manage to glue themselves back together. They might be scarred or glued in different shapes, maybe missing some piece they didn’t manage to scoop up from the ground. Still, they will move on and build something.
There are some tropes of the romance genre which I’ll never be quite able to abide, I suspect. One of them is the centrality of the love story in the characters’ life. Of course, the love story is intense and heart-wrenching and all-consuming… but it might not necessarily be the main focus of the characters’ lives at the moment. I am a little bit of a conflict junkie, I’m afraid, so I always tend to put my characters in quite the pickles. Having to save whole chunks of populations from evil militiamen, for example, putting a stop to a war that threatens to crush half of a country, saving children from being sold by mercenaries… they tend to have serious crap going on. That’s the heart of the story. And they will end up tangled in a love story, that will never make their life easier and that will never be at the top of their priorities list.
Does that take something away from that particular relationship? I don’t think so. I think that a love story can clash with the surrounding world, can even be half-crushed by it. That doesn’t mean it’s too weak a love, it doesn’t mean it’s less important than a love story that instead manages to conquer everything. Sometimes, love stories don’t end as well as we would like to, leaving us with the nagging need to know what next?, leaving a bittersweet aftertaste in our mouths. This bitter edge – the pea under the pile of mattresses that keeps you on edge, keeps you awake and moving and alive – is what makes romance all the more intriguing and appealing to my taste.
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About Cornelia Grey:
Cornelia Grey is a student halfway through her creative writing degree with a penchant for fine arts and the blues. Born and raised in the hills of Northern Italy, where she collected her share of poetry and narrative prizes, she is now based in London. Her days are full and hectic: she reads, goes to flea markets, galleries, and the theater, and of course spends most of her time writing. When she’s at home, she likes to curl up with a book and the classic cup of tea and leaves chestnuts in the garden for the squirrel that comes around from time to time.
Cornelia loves to hear from her readers and can be found at the following locations:
Blog: http://corneliagrey.blogspot.com/
Facebook: http://en-gb.facebook.com/people/Cornelia-Grey/100001604880385
Twitter: http://twitter.com/corneliagrey
Book Feature: Apples and Regret and Wasted Time by Cornelia Grey
Title: “Apples and Regret and Wasted Time”
Author: Cornelia Grey
Publisher: Storm Moon Press
Release Date: May 27th, 2011
He lives in the shadows of the law. Now, wounded and stranded in the city after a job only he could do, he has no qualms about climbing through the window his old lover left open—or stealing his shampoo, at that. He has, however, not taken into account the possibility of being surprised in the shower.
Three years is a long time to go between visits, especially if you’ve left so much anger and hurt and desire unresolved. They try to negotiate a truce for one night—over Chinese takeaway leftovers and apples, and between the sheets.
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http://www.stormmoonpress.com/books/Apples-and-Regrets-and-Wasted-Time.aspx (May 2011)
Excerpt from Cornelia Grey’s “Apples and Regret and Wasted Time”
“Three years and the only reason you came to see me was because you needed a shower, idiot?”
I shrug. I close my eyes, letting the water wash over my face.
“You left the window open,” I say. He doesn’t reply.
When I turn around to face him, his hands are tucked in his pockets, his face tilted down, half-hidden in the shadow. He looks at me with quiet, dark eyes. I can feel my body tingle under his intense gaze, a shiver running down my abdomen and to my cock.
His eyes flicker down for the briefest of moments.
“You left the window open,” I repeat. It sounds almost like an accusation.
“That didn’t mean you had to come in. I didn’t put any sign saying Idiots welcome, let yourself in,” he retorts. I can glimpse the flash of a smile on his lips, but it disappears too quickly.
I can feel the memories stir in the back of my mind. His smile always made my blood pump faster. I can feel my face heating, and I hope the shadow is enough to hide it. “Maybe I was feeling nostalgic.”
“Right.” He unclips the holster and pulls out his gun, checking the safety before reaching to lay it on the sink. My knife is just out of sight, on the rim of the tub. It’s never out of my reach. I don’t move my hand toward it, don’t even look in its direction. I know I won’t need to use it.
His voice is tight when he says, “What are you doing here, really?”
It’s the city, that’s what it is, messing with my head. My nerves are rubbed raw.
“I don’t know,” I snap, harsh. “I’m just having a damn shower. Leave me alone. What do you even want?”
His arm shoots out, and he grabs me by the nape, hand clenching in my hair a fraction too hard. The water is quickly soaking his sleeve, staining it dark, spraying on his chest, his face. He doesn’t seem to notice.
“I want you to get out of here,” he says, voice dangerously low. “I want you to leave. I want to never see your face again.”
I wonder if he’s aware of how tightly he’s holding onto me. I wonder if he realizes that, while he’s telling me to go, his body is screaming don’t you dare move. I wonder if he even knows he wants me to stay.
His eyes are a sharp blue, mere inches from mine. Too close. They give away things I suspect he’d rather keep hidden.
Slowly, I reach to wrap my fingers around his tie. I pull him forward, pull him in. He has to brace his hand against the tiles in order not to fall, leaning awkwardly over the tub, the water now streaming down his face, soaking his shoulders.
I can see the anger fade from his eyes, washed away, leaving only a too-heavy weariness.
He doesn’t pull back when I lean forward and press my mouth to his. I trace his lips with my tongue, let it slip inside. I feel damn near intoxicated when he gives in to the kiss, tilting his head to the side to gain better access to my mouth as his tongue tangles with mine, sliding hot and wet between my lips. He tastes like apples and regret and wasted time.
Buy Links (to this work and two other works):
http://www.stormmoonpress.com/books/Apples-and-Regrets-and-Wasted-Time.aspx (May 2011)
http://www.stormmoonpress.com/books/Wild-Passions.aspx (June 17th, 2011 — NEW!)
http://store.samhainpublishing.com/the-mercenary-p-6272.html (March 2011)
Bio: Cornelia Grey is a student halfway through her creative writing degree with a penchant for fine arts and the blues. Born and raised in the hills of Northern Italy, where she collected her share of poetry and narrative prizes, she is now based in London. Her days are full and hectic: she reads, goes to flea markets, galleries, and the theater, and of course spends most of her time writing. When she’s at home, she likes to curl up with a book and the classic cup of tea and leaves chestnuts in the garden for the squirrel that comes around from time to time.
LA Banks Auction and More
If you are lucky enough to have met LA Banks then you know how lucky you are. I am one of those and I can honestly say she is one of the kindest and most generous souls out there.
I have had the privilege of Interviewing her and meeting her at a number of conventions. I have to say before I went down to Phili to do my video interview with LA Banks I got a call – waking me up from a nap and when she said “This is Leslie Banks” I nearly fell off the couch!
If you have not heard this lovely woman is facing tough days and so there are a number of auctions going on. I have been amassing my resources and putting together every thing I can get my hands on. I hope you will check out what I am putting up and bid what you can or donate directly.
***FOR ALL AUTHORS AND ASPIRING AUTHORS***
I am offering ads on my sites – through the ad co-op and more – see the listing below and links to these items.
I am offering two classes at $20 – All the money will go to this worthy cause.
They are half day lectures and recorded so you can attend live or listen after with a pamphlet with further tips - Please spread the word. I do teach other classes, but this will be an extended class with some bonus notes on Search Engine Optimization – that I do not usually include in the base price classes.
WEB DESIGN – SET UP YOUR CONTENT THE RIGHT WAY
Readers are looking for very specific things and for an easy presentation of information. Authors rarely have this organized well. Do not loose potential readers, put your best foot forward with your site. Use this tool to sell you books.
PROMO AND MARKETING 101 – MAXIMIZE YOUR TIME ONLINE
As authors you spend a great deal of time online and using social media. Learn how to make sure that time is not wasted. Do not fall into the common pitfalls and perils. If you are not doing this right you are working twice as hard as you need to.
Link to the LA Banks Auction - http://stores.ebay.com/Romance-Relief/
Look for BAM ad Package and the Year long ad spots on the Backseat Sites!
Marie Sexton
coming soon
Beautiful Boys of Romance Giveaway with Tara Lain
Writing the Beautiful Boys of Romance
I’m delighted to be here at Naughty Boys in the Backseat because I LOVE naughty boys (at least in fiction!). I recently asked an author who visited my blog what set her stories and writing apart from others. It got me thinking about my own books and what makes them different. One thing that came instantly to mind is the “Tara Lain heroes”.
My tagline is “Read the Beautiful Boys of Romance”. I created that when I was writing my first book, Genetic Attraction, so I didn’t have any real history as an author yet. But I knew, even then, that I wasn’t destined to write the “everyman”. I love them in other writer’s books, but not for me. I have a special affection for really extraordinary men, those that are larger than life and stand out from the others. Those are the men I create in my books.
All of my heroes are a little bigger than life, but in each book there is one man who will be my real hero. Often, it’s not the central character. The Tara Lain Hero is usually extraordinarily beautiful, generally complex, always unique. Here are some examples:
- In Genetic Attraction, I created a supermodel named Roan Black. I knew he would be gorgeous to look at – I describe him as “the most beautiful man in the world” — but as I wrote the book, he got more and more interesting. I really love him. No matter how many books I write, he will always stand as one of my favorite creations.
Lucky for all my readers, Roan Black is also one of the key characters in The Scientist and the Supermodel that I am debuting this month. For the many people who have told me they adore Roan, you’ll get to see a lot more of him in this book.
- My new release in July is called Volley Balls. Both my heroes in that book are adorable and very dear to my heart, but David, the very gay art gallery owner, is probably my favorite by a bit. He is who he is and the world has to love him.
- The sequel to Genetic Attraction is called Deceptive Attraction and, while Roan appears in this book, my new amazing Tara Lain hero is Elijah, the man with Shirley Temple curls who is as pretty as a girl but a true alpha male. This book will be out later in 2011.
- The last hero I’ll mention is my ballet dancer, Trelain Medveyev, in the romantic suspense, Golden Dancer. Though two other great male characters play important roles in the story, Trelain is just my guy. Golden Dancer is due September 27.
- Sometimes people ask me why I write male/male romance. Maybe one reason is because I get more chance to create my beautiful boys of romance, my just over-the-top Tara Lain heroes.
AND NOW I HAVE TO TELL YOU ABOUT THE CONTEST!!!
6 More BOOKS THIS MONTH! 4 Books Next Month.
Here’s the first simple step:
Comment on this blog and leave your email address. I will copy it and enter it in the drawing for the 2 books being given away during this week. One copy of The Scientist and the Supermodel and One copy of Genetic Attraction. (Or you can choose a copy of Volley Balls when it comes out July 1) You’ll be notified by email if you win. Comment and email, simple.
Here’s MORE CHANCES TO WIN! (more complicated so read closely LOL)
- Go to my Book blog http://beautifulboysbooks.blogspot.com. Leave a comment and follow the blog (if you already do follow, it counts). You will be entered in EVERY drawing until the end of the month. Two books will be given away every week and you’ll be entered in all those drawings.
- Go to every blog on my blog tour and leave a comment on the day of the post (or at least in the same week) and you will be entered again during the week in which the post is made.
- The entire blog tour is listed on my website http://www.taralain.com/blog_tour_schedule.html and updates will be posted regularly so check it out. There will also be Yahoo Group chats where I will be giving away other books so watch for those!
- Whew!! Remember, you can take each one of these steps and have a bunch of chances to WIN! (You just have to enter, the logistics are my nightmare! LOL) Got it? Go enter!
ABOUT TARA LAIN
Tara Lain never met a beautiful boy she didn’t love – at least on paper. A writer of erotic romance, mostly ménage and male/male, Tara loves all her characters, but especially her handsome heroes. A lifelong writer of serious non-fiction, Tara only fell in love with EROM in 2009 and, through perseverance and lots of workshops, had the first novel she ever wrote accepted for publication in 2010. She’s now on book six. After an exotic life of travel all over the world and work in television, education and advertising, Tara settled in Southern California with her soul-mate husband and opened her own small marketing business. She paints, collages, and started practicing yoga “way before it was fashionable”. Passionate about diversity, justice, inclusion and new ideas she says on her tombstone it will read, “Yes”.












